i have a serious SERIOUS lack of energy for deviantart any more...and i don't even want to begin to look at the 3,303 Messages i have...so ill say this;


ive started the 365 project, if you're interested in seeing my life these days then go here:

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peace, justice, love.

i will go boldly in all directions and trust the universe will put me where i need to be.

i can write you pretty words.
but this is a story and i cannot seem to
write another ending.
we loved, and we loved, and we loved.
and then you threw your hands up
with reasons in your head, that i cannot grasp.
with reasons in your heart, that keep me

awake

every

single

night.

and now i love, and i love, and i love.
and you're not coming back.
i know damn well,
new lovers line your bed, with long necks to kiss.
with long limbs that tangle and twist.
and im sure their skin tastes better than mine,
im sure their tongues are much wetter than mine.
was i not enough?
did i not love you hard enough?
did i not spend days and nights dreaming of us?
are my tears not adequate?
because i saw the charts,
quality and quantity,
and your name is on top of both.
is it so wrong to hold on to something i know was real?
and is it so wrong to miss the way you make me feel?
i keep apologizing to my spine
because its longing for your lips.
and i miss the way you walk
and the sway of your hips.
and the way you hold my hand.
and the way you light your cigarettes.
and...
and...
and...



i wake up
6 minutes late for class.
you are the first thing on my mind.
and it hits me like a sucker punch to the diaphragm.

my life has been absolutely positively insane.

but thank you so much to for the new subscription, it means a lot.

i just start getting into dA and my subscription runs out

sheeeit.

if anyone wants to help out a poor photography student, feel free, if not, i completely understand.